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christinajeanne 
4:47pm, November 2, 2009
I just feel so forgotten. So alone. So lost. I have no one to share my secrets with. No one who truly cares. I spend my time alone in my head pretending like I'm OK. Inside I could just cry. After all is said and done I'm mad. I'm mad because I trusted them and helped them and loved them. I'm mad because they abandoned me and went away. All I wanted was a true friend I could call my own and now I'm all alone forgotten about one by one. I cry out for help and try to grab ahold of what was lost. I say sorry when I did nothing wrong. I cry for them to come back. But they shut me out like I'm invisable. I wept when they wept. I died when they died. Now they are off having fun which would be nice. But they've all forgotten about me. The one who truly cared. I was real and no fake. I cared and held there hand. Now they've left and i'm forgotten about. I should throw away the key to my heart and never open it again. Friend or enemy it always ends the same way. Me forgotten about once again.
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:( sorry you're feeling so forgotten and alone.
It'll be ok.
Don't throw away the key to your heart! sure it hurts having it broken, but if you lock it away then you are turning away any chance of that amazing, blissful happiness that comes when you DO find that "one" who you can talk to and share your secrets, and who cares about you.
Sometimes you just have to look for that "one" for awhile.
x hope you have a good night :)
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So sorry you feel this way!
Lyrics you might can relate to:
The only one who took you in
The only one who held your hand
Defended you against the others
Had your back on everything
Never let you down
You turned around betrayed your only brother
Forgetting me, you took things in your hands and left me out
After we'd been through so much, how could you let me down?
I didn't know, I didn't know
I couldn't see, I couldn't see
Never thought you'd forget meCouldn't believe, couldn't believe
How you deceived, you deceived
I never thought you'd do that to me
I will never be like you
I'll never do the things you do
Selfish and lonely, what's your problem
Letting go of you and this
Is harder than I thought but I will not be poisoned by your actions
Forgetting me, you took things in your hands and left me out
After we'd been through so much, how could you let me down?
I didn't know, I didn't know
I couldn't see, I couldn't see
Never thought you'd forget me
Couldn't believe, couldn't believe
How you deceived, you deceived
I never thought you'd do that to me
Forgetting me, you took things in your hands and left me out
After we'd been through so much, how could you let me down?
Down, you let me down
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