angeles06's Journal

I feel truly blessed and overly happy to finally say she is home super beautiful. She came on August 30th at 12:34 am weighing 5lbs 14oz. I went to the hospital the night before with back pain thought it could be labor since that thursday when they took my stitch out I was already 4cm dialated, so we go in not expecting much. They checked my cervix and it was 4 and 3/4 dialated not to much so after keeping me  in observation they deciede to let me go home but then her heart started deaccelarating so the docter was concerned about her he said that after all we have gone through he did not want to take a chance so he was going to induce me !!! I was very scared because he warned me that she was still 5 weeks early and she could have problems breathing I was terrified.  so while they go and get the paper work ready guess what happens!!! my water breaks lol... No turning back now... Boy oh boy at that moment I felt as if I was not ready for all this I was scared. They checked my cervix again and I was 5 cm by 7pm. They gave me pitocin at 8:pm and was not having ant contractions they checked my cervix at 9pm and i had dialated to 7cm. They increased the dose at around 10pm and then immediately  I felt them I felt her head drop and it hurt so much so I decieded to get the epidural well to make the long story short by 11:30 pm I was fully dialated and ready to push I was scared for her. With every push I prayed for her well being, soon after my husband told me we can see her head she has alot of hair... I started to cry I was so happy!!! She was almost here to change our lives for better. When they  told me to push one more time cause her head was coming as I felt them take her out of me I cried histeracally and then I heard her cry as they laid her on my chest she was healthy and I thanked God for her and watched as my husband cut the umbilacal cord. They toook her to the warmer and checked her out  she was perfect.

As I watch her here by me  I cannot believe she is here finally it was a long hard road to get here but it was all worth it. Im so thankful for the doctors who helped us and never gave up on us. Aswell as God and my two little angels who indeed I feel watched over her from above