Doing ok
July 2, 2008 1:35pm
Over the last few days, things have seem to look up a bit. Im getting up out of bed, instead of pondering weather to get up or not. Im back to making …
nicholelove
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About Me
nicholelove
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About Me
I am a 29 year old mother and wife. I love my family and I am a very caring person. Sometimes to much and get hurt in many ways. My life has been a whirl win, and it never seems to stop. I need help but don't know how to get it or to deal with it. I tend to block everything out and take care of others instead of myself. My grandmother, who has been more of a mother to me, has small cell cancer and is going to leave us very soon. I need her and I mad as hell that she is leaving me.
I am a 29 year old mother and wife. I love my family and I am a very caring person. Sometimes to much and get hurt in many ways. My life has been a whirl win, and it never seems to stop. I need help but don't know how to get it or to deal with it. I tend to block everything out and take care of others instead of myself. My grandmother, who has been more of a mother to me, has small cell cancer and is going to leave us very soon. I need her and I mad as hell that she is leaving me.
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My family and helping others in need.
My family and helping others in need.
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Just wanted to say hi and hope you are doing well
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Well Done
Well Im happy that you are feeling better. Im gald that you are starting to think about yourself. By reading the progress that you made makes me want to do better in my life.
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I'm so sorry your beloved grandmother has cancer. I am faced with losing my mom,best friend,to lung cancer soon. Hoping to find comfort here & give/receive support~GOD BLESS
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Just to say hi I know you dont know me i just though we can help eaxh other out
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A random hug. Hope you feel better soon.
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Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
I was a child of a mother who did not want nor care about her child. In turn I was left to defend myself from the monsters of sexual abuse and rape.
Treatments
Close Family & Friends of Cancer Patients
My grandmother, who was more of a mother to me has small cell cancer and they only gave her 6 weeks to 4 months max. Very upset and don't know how to deal.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI dont think I have to tell a story for anyone here to understand me, I think we are all fed up, and want help.
Treatments
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- At first it seemed to work but now, i dont think its worth it. Not for me
- Prozac Not Working
- not for me
- Trazodone Not Working
- I only got it a few times, and I couldn't really tell if it worked or not, cause my doctor only gave it to me for a few days. She said it was to addictive.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I had a mother who should never had kids. She is a selfish women who abused me emotionally and physically. And now that I am older she still tries to tell me that I am a liar, and it is all my fault. So the first person I married was abusive. Go figure!
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- My mother use to lie to my therapist and tell her that I was a liar. She put me down all the time and the therapist took her side.
