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mdb8825 
10:22am, November 9, 2009
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About Me
mdb8825
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About Me
I'm a survivor of childhood sexual abuse & Lemierre's Syndrome. I don't know who I am. I know who I want to be, but I don't know how to get there.
I'm a survivor of childhood sexual abuse & Lemierre's Syndrome. I don't know who I am. I know who I want to be, but I don't know how to get there.
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Recent Activity
November 9
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mdb8825 wrote a discussion post in the Sexual Abuse support group: What do you do when you get to the anger stage? 11:09am
Have you gotten to the anger stage in dealing with your abuse yet? How did you handle it? I'm starting…
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mdb8825 changed their mood to Horrible 10:22am
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mdb8825 updated their status 10:22am
Just had to ask the school for an extension on my housing deposit. My...…
November 8
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mdb8825 updated their status 11:06pm
August 25
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mdb8825 turned 20 12:00am
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Hi, hope you're feeling a bit better now.
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you alright?
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hey! hope you are enjoying your summer!
Moment of Peace
Well, I have been doing pretty good actually. But it always seems that when I am doing pretty good.. That when I have my down moments the "urge" to cut seems stronger b/c the down moments are fewer and far between. It's almost like it knows I am getting better, so it pushes harder to try to pull me back into the darkness. Idk if you know how that feels..
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Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
I was abused by my babysitter's older brother starting at age 5, and was forced to watch my 3 year old sister be abused as well.
Treatments
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- I thought it was making me gain weight so I stopped taking it. Doesn't work that well, anyway.
- Provigil Somewhat Helpful
- Tried it a few times...still exhausted on it
- Talking Working / Worked
- I've been in therapy on and off since I was a kid. I've been seeing the same therapist now for 5 years and jut starting to get to the deep stuff
- \"The Courage To Heal\" Working / Worked
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- Definitely works just have to drag myself to the gym first. I LOVE spinning you get such a high! Or just getting on the eliptical and blasting music. My gym has a womens only section which I REALLY like.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Makes me feel better I guess. My mother has a tendency to snoop and find it read it then report back to my therapist. She says I leave it out for her to find...false.
Close Female Sexual Issues
I don't know. I have a lot of issues!
