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About Me
besidesthat
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About Me
I'm 23. I'm a graduate student in a field that I have no interest in having a career in... I know, weird right? I wish I had half the optimism and drive that I had when I was 18 years old. I think the real world is pretty disappointing, or at least a little boring and redundant. I'm trying to get the spirit I once had back, the drive to find fun things to do and not just coop myself up in my house and isolate myself. I have a dog who I'm obsessed with; she pretty much goes everywhere with me. I'm really messy because that's how my head is. It's all jumbled and filled with thoughts. I love to write, but sometimes I can't get the thoughts out on paper fast enough. I watch way too much TV, but I'm trying to change that. I'm trying to overcome some tough SH*T that's been thrown at me, and I don't exactly have the most supportive family. They don't have bad intentions. They just don't know how to "deal with me" anymore.
I'm 23. I'm a graduate student in a field that I have no interest in having a career in... I know, weird right? I wish I had half the optimism and drive that I had when I was 18 years old. I think the real world is pretty disappointing, or at least a little boring and redundant. I'm trying to get the spirit I once had back, the drive to find fun things to do and not just coop myself up in my house and isolate myself. I have a dog who I'm obsessed with; she pretty much goes everywhere with me. I'm
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Interests
making money!, trying to be independent, having dinner parties, MY DOG, dressing up my dog (she likes it!), going on walks, concerts, trying to get back into philanthropy stuff, writing in my journal, trying to make a scrapbook for the first time
making money!, trying to be independent, having dinner parties, MY DOG, dressing up my dog (she likes
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where you been girl?! check in :) let us know how you're doing!! miss you.
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Heyy girlie! I miss youu!!!!!!!!!! Let me know how you are sometime k.
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HEY girl! Are you around? Miss you lots!
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just thinking 'bout you and wishing ya goodness
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"If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?"
-Nickelback
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Support Groups
Close Rape
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Rape Counseling Working / Worked
- Zoloft Too Soon to Tell
Close Eating Disorders
Type: Bulimiaanorexic in high school... bullimic for 6 years. turned to binge eating for awhile after I was raped. I guess I subconsciously wanted to be unattractive to men.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
besidesthat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Insomnia
besidesthat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I've dated a string of abusive men. I have been physically scared but never hit (thank god). One of them would tell me how worthless and fat I was which intensified my eating disorder.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
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