In the beginning
Just thought I would write about how this first begun for me, and maybe in doing that I might discover something along the way.
1989 - I …
Oh what's to say.... I'm a private Investigator and currently studying a BA degree in Art. I have three girls and a grandaughter and an absolutely awesome hubby that I met on the internet and had imported from Canada lol.( He was expensive). My job is demanding and requires me to be " on the ball" at a constant and the pressure can be well.....>>>yucky...ok that was a BIG word. I have enormously crappy ( another big word) anxiety symptoms I believe that I get because I fear failure >>>every single day. A very irrational fear born from parents who always expected the nothing but failure and was apparently something that I should get used to lol because they had been so disappointed with thier lives....I have to wonder why they didnt get far in life?hmmm Anyway...I raise my kids with a positive outloook....I tell them they CAN and will do anything they set thier mind to and nobody can hold them back but for themselves! I hope they don't end up with my hangups and expecting that every move will be a wrong one...and trust in themselves. AND to tell those who don't accept thier failures and errors in life to stick it where it all fits so well LOL. Ok...I am done...I never mentioned though that I thought once about being a novelist because I blather so much ( or so hubby says). Ok, that really is enough now.
Art...any kind of art....I am photography crazy and video camera mad! lol. I love bike riding and camping and outdoorsy stuff. I'm a little bit addicted to facebook....but don't tell hubby or he will say " I told ya so"..... I dabble in acrylic art and digital art too....and just about to start a portrait. Oh....I like food...but I excercise when i can. Love music..all sorts...I love the beach and am moving soon to the south coast woohoo.
Just thought I would write about how this first begun for me, and maybe in doing that I might discover something along the way.
1989 - I …
A new syptom revealed itself a few days ago...a burning sensation that's painful on my left brow. When I massage it seems to go away almost …
Hope 2009 is off to a good start,??? hows the fibro,???. best wishes to you and your canadian boytoy. Bill
She will have a Birthday on the 8th. She will be 8.
If only sending you a band-aid would resolve your head pain...but it's worth a shot :) Hugs babe.
ALL teen have an invincable attitude. Mine ALL did! LOL
Canada eh,??.lol. Have a wonderful 2009. Bill from Canada
I have no support as FMS is virtaully unheard of where i live and I remained without a real diagnosis, only guesses which has me living in fear of all the "what if's"...since I have read of the clasic pressure points I am unsure I have.....I have pain areas that come and go, whether a burning pain or bruised sensation it's always in a different spot....often my face. I've come here for answers because I have so my questions nobody can help me with.
Anxiety everyday. I usually wake with it in the morning and have no idea what triggers it. I wake through the night unable to breathe...i'm told this is anxiety too...what from?