poetryangel's Journal

hello friends,

well today was not a good day, it is david's b-day in it is the 3rd one we have not been together for sinse he died, i miss him terriably, i have been crying on n off all day, i have had attuide from kasey all day, wayne wrecked my van, i paid what bills i had to pay, which left me w/ 62.67 worth of groc. i am so tired of being broke it is not really funny anymore, i am so depressed. cps realeased kasey yesterday n now she is talking about taking katlyn n moving out. i don't know what i am gonna do if i loose katlyn b/x she is the reason i fight this depression every day, wayne tells me not to worry she will b back soon but i am at my witts end, they realeased her b/x she passed the drug test, i tried telling them it was b/x she knew they were coming out but what do i know i just deal w/ the drinking all the time. i just want to cry all the time now my room is a mess i have kept the kitchen n living room cleaned but i have not done nothing in my room but sleep in 2 weeks now, i am just not up to it rt now. i just wish david was here he would know what to tell me to do he could help me w/this i know it. i miss him so much. i just don't know anymore. ty for listening to me cry again. i hope everyone has a nice easter. love u all.