poetryangel's Journal

well it has been a while sinse i have got to post, last thrus i turned 40 ihad a good day, sinse i last wrote i have quit my so called job not making any money, was not worth the gas i had going in, i need to work on my house in the 2 weeks i worked it got trashed, i am tired all the time, last nite was good my youngest katie through me a b day party, i had a good time w/it. i danced ate alot n really just relaxed but today i am back in the real world dealing w/kasey. she got drunk today again i am just sick of her drinking n she does not listen to a word i say she thinks she does not have a problem, it is just a big mess. i keep praying but it is like noone is listening. i have to find a real job money is so tight. i am just worring all the time. i am  just not sure how much more i can do. well ty for listening to me again. my head is racing to much for me to keep trying to say all of what i  want to say i will try again tomorrow. gn.