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poetryangel 
2:31am, July 1, 2009
well i am not sure what i am gonna do but i think i will b back n the hospt for my bp before to long w/kasey n all her crap. the last 2 nites she has came home drunk, i am sick of it but wayne will not let me throw her out on her ass like i want too but i think now by listening to her converstions on her cell that she is pregant again. katlyn is only 4 months n she is under cps watchfull eye n i think she is pregant again or maybe something worse b/c she was telling steve that she needs $3000.00's n she has a problem bigger than anyone eles n she can't come to us about it. i am just at my wits end if she is i am gonna just scream i can't raise 2 babies at once i have a hard enough time money wise w/katlyn, other than the money katlyn is not a problem she is the best baby ever but i just can't raise 2 babies all over again n that close together. i just don't know what to do, i am just ready to scream. i can't even go to the hospt. for my bp b/c then cps will say i am unstable n take katlyn from me, so i just keep trying to pull it all together which i think so far i have been doing good but if i find out she is pregant again i think i will lose it or if she is in to some drug dealer or whatever i just can't handle no more of her drama i just can't, i wish wayne would just make her sign custdoy over all together of katlyn n kick her ass out b/x i just can't take much more. n at this point i would lose it if i lost katlyn. she is what is keeping me going everyday. well i just had to vent again ty for listening to me cry n yell again.
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Shelly4
I do not think she is pg. Why would she need 3grand if she was pg. I am sorry. I think Wayne should just let you get custdoy over her. Then you would not have to worry about anything and get back on the meds. Can you do it by yourself, without Wayne?
boston2