poetryangel's Journal

hello friends,

i know it has been awhile sinse i last posted but things round here have been crazy.. some good some bad.. well the good news 1st..... katlyn is rolling over on her side now, she is coowing & gawing which is so cute. she will b 4 months on the 31st. i can't believe she is growing up so fast. katie is doing ok got out of school friday for christmas break matt too, he is also in lacrux now, he loves it. wayne is back home, he is doing so so. his blood pressure is up again which is not good but he is working on it. kasey is doing so so, she is in therpy now, she finshed her last parenting class yesterday. she is still under cps watch but now she has 4 hours alone w/katlyn a day.me well i am up n down. i have been for a while now. i am still taking my meds, but so much has happened i think that is y i am up n down, i found out about 1 1/2 weeks ago that the skin cancer is back n now i have to have general surg. to have it removed. the cancer doc. will remove the cancer then the plastic surg. will fix the hole they will b leaving by the time i come out i won't even know what all they did but i am worried i am gonna have to do the chemo now b.c it came back so fast. plus we r more than broke christmas is in 3 days & no way to buy christmas, wayne has been out of work so there has been no money. what money is coming in is going to bills. i have been going to food banks to help w/groc. if not for that i don't know what i would do. bills would not being paid. i am quiting smoking no money the main reason but i need prayer for support b/c i have been real cranky w/o any cigs. i had my dr. give me a presciption of chantix friday when i saw him so i am praying it works. please keep me in ur prayers for this i really need to quit not just b/c of money either. i need to for katlyn for the fact i have cancer u name it there is alot y i need to quit so please pray for support on me quiting. well i am hoping everyone has a very merry christmas. i will talk to u again soon...

love always,

angel