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poetryangel 
2:31am, July 1, 2009
well it went so so, i told the lady everything, she listened, but did nothing, she said that kasey should leave, but we had to throw her out, my husband won't let me do that, she is gonna b under cps for the next 3 months but it is possiable after the 13th she won't need a safty person ( me, wayne & katie) so that means she can leave w/katlyn & go back over there, i told them i did not think that was good but she lied & said she had not been drinking when she had, so i don't know what to do, she has to attend the classes & counceling in order to keep katlyn, but i told them i would not go to his house & watch her & katlyn, that i wanted katlyn to stay here til she got the help she needed. but noone listens to me, kasey told them that i strethch the truth, then i told them if she goes back over there & this happens again & it will that i will take the baby back but not her... they said fine, meantime, katie went to matt's this weekend, her boyfriends, she said she will come home sunday but if after thrus. if they don't realease her & her daddy did not kick kasey out she would leave again & not come back this time. i am so torn up rt now, i can't even think strait. i am just so mentaly drained, i just want to give up but i know i can't. i am not sure how much more i can take, the voices r so bad it is not even funny. i just can't seam to stop crying, noone seams to understand that this is killing me, if katie is gone for good, then i am out of here, i have already made plans w/my cousin to move in w/her til i can get on my feet. i want to think u for ur prayers, please keep praying for us, pray for katlyn that they don't realease her to her mother until she gets the help that she needs. please, someone help me.. i am just so scared. ty again for ur prayers.
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Sweetie i understand When My daughter Geneva wa 18 I had been ordered by protective services to evict my Geneva' because she had moved her crack doing boyfriend Jeff Justin's dad in!! with us! and i had a baby her sister Darkrai and was very pregnant with her sister Dawn'a and protective services said to me and Geneva dad Id we DID not evict geneva and hIm!! borth They would take her sister" It tore my heart out!! But i had to evict her! Genevas Dad would not sign the papers I had to sign them mYSELF!!! a year later she was prdmant had wen and had JUstin!!! Geneva til this day Never forgives me for that!!! But what was I to do?? Geneva was on drugs also!and drank!!! There is much more!! But sweat' I understand!!! Ive been"""'''' Ive been there!!!!!!!! More than ONCE TOO!!!!! after the grandson was born!!!!!!! I was 39 at that time!!!!!!!!!!!! a Sweetie Ill pray for you!!!!!! More than once over the years Ive my grand- chilren all four of them in the middle of the night too!! Genvea was out on a binge and doing drugs!!! More than once!!!!! genva does not have her chilren now!! She lost her parental rights!! about a over a year and half ago!!! i could not save her'' i tried I treis to get the grand-kids too!! because of my age and health I was not allowed to!! their dad's have them!!!! God bless you! MY heart goes OUT TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! It really does!!!!!!! Mary!!!!!!
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