poetryangel's Journal

hello everyone,

well i know i said i would post again tomorrow that was on the 1st & we r on the 5now..lol sorry, it is hard to b on here for very long when i have katlyn.. she takes up alot of my time which i don't mind.. she is such a blessing to me... guess what she has learned how to pull off her socks.. it is so cute.. she makes the cuttest little faces, she takes after me when it comes to bath time, she could stay there all day if i would let her she just lays back & relaxes & when it is time to get out boy does she get mad, she is gone from 4 oz of milk every 2 hrs til about 6 every 2 1/2 to 3. this morning i washed out all of the bigger bottles & put most of the 4 oz away, i kept some out for her water bottles & her jouice bottles. tomorrow i have to take her to get her 2 month old shots, she is not gonna like me after that. but she needs to have them done, they r doing anthor home vist on friday which is fine w/me. i wish they would just show up & not call so that way she (kasey) b cought off gaurd. but they let her know when they r coming. i am not worried i know i am doing what i need to do plus my house is clean.she is just so sure this is all gonna b over w/soon but i don't think so. well anyway i am just enjoying katlyn & trying hard to not let her get to me..

katie is doing good, getting ready w/fundraiser to prom, it is april 4th. she is so excited, i am not sure if her & matt r still together or not, she & him have spent more time fighting than talking, i don't ask i wait til she tells me. she is good about talking to me.. wayne is still wayne, either working, bowling or playing video games.

me i am here, i am still doing my bible study everyday, i am still praying it seams like w/o ceasing, i am still cleaning all the time i am not taking care of katlyn so i can keep busy. i am doing great w/my smoking b/c i am lucky w/the baby here if i smoke more than 4 a day. so that is real good, it won't b long & i will b done w/that. i have not lost any weight at all. if nothing i have gained it. i am trying hard to b a good mom. i have my 2nd therpy session on monday. i hope that goes good.

well there is my update, i will check in again as soon as i can. remember u r in my prayers, i will always love u.

love always,

angel