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poetryangel 
2:31am, July 1, 2009
well i am sitting here just crying, i am beginning to relize how unhappy i really am, i want to change my life, i want out of this marriage, i have been wanting out for a long time now, but have always stayed for my kids, my husband is a good man, he goes to work everyday, he don't drink do drugs or beat me, he has always provided for us, but i am unhappy, i believe he is too, he comes home he plays his video games, eats plays some more then goes to bed & does all over again the next day, the only time we talk is about the kids, bills or we fight about things, we have not spent anytime together in so long i don't remember when, i just can't take it any more, kasey chose not to come today, she is staying there, katie is 18 now & almost done w/school & will b going on her way soon. so i think it is time for me to find me, to find a job a real job that i can make it out there w/o him, i am so tired of being unhappy, i don't even know who i am anymore i just want out, i am not saying i want to die i just want to have a life of my own now that my kids r grown. i am thinking about going back to school, i am not sure though, i just know it is time for me to find me again & find away to b happy. i am sure he feels the same way if he would just take time to get off the game & talk to me. thanks for listening bye4now.
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I am sorry you feel like that but you are unhappy then I would leave. You only live once and since your kids are getting older you desereve to do you. I think it will be a fun time.
boston2