well it is 4:30 in the morning, kasey called me at 3:30am asking me to come pick her up in the morning, i told her i would, i am praying that she don't change her mind, even if it is for a few days maybe i can show her that she would b better off here than there, but we will c, i am leaving it in God's hands, i just hope she does come home w/my grandbaby.
i have been job hunting, i've been faxing emailing going to places, i just pray that i find a job as the same w/kasey i am leaving it in God's hands. i went to my 1st alanon meeting tonite, it was ok, i am not sure though there were only 2 other ppl there, i will try it again next week & c what happens.
i have really been turning things over to God so i am praying he hears me & helps me, that way i am able to turn my life around, i am not happy where i am rt now. please keep me in ur prayers.
love u all.





