poetryangel's Journal

well i am here that is about it, i have been in this funk all week, one minute i am ok full of engry getting things done, then the next i just want to b left alone, i don't want to talk on the phone, talk to anyone here at the house, i am not even really checking my emails that much, i just want to b in my own little world, i don't know what is going on, i guess it is because i am so stressed out about so many differant things at once it is just got me in this mood. i am just really ready to give up but i just keep telling me self that i need to do one more thing before i do, like i can't leave wayne w/unpaid bills, i can't do this to katie, i just pray & cry but i feel like noone is listening, but then again i am not really talking to anyone i am just in my own little world, thrus. is my appt for my skin cancer surg. i hope after that is over then i can find a job & then i won't b here sitting all day w/things racing through my head i think that i will help alot. please just keep me in ur prayers. ty for listening. bye4now.

angel