vonni's Journal

Its FINALLY the weekend.  FINALLY I get to talk to her without a fucking time limit and the 15 minutes I logged off to change computers she comes on and assumes Im offline for the night. Probably becuase I wrote that I was going to bed but I only ment a nap. I wrote that at like 7pm! Why the FUCK would I go to bed at 7pm when we both knew we were finally getting a chance to talk tonight! God I am so mad. Im like.. bawling my eyes out. This is like the worst scenario ever. I want to go to bed and strangle myself with a pillow. I didnt want to spend my night going to bed early or staying up late with fucking no one online. God damnit. I just SO frusterated right now. Why the fuck did this happen? Whatever, nothing matters anyways. Everything I care about is a fucking fail. The reason I took that nap this afternoon was so I could stay up tonight without getting tired and talk to her so now Im gunna be fucking wide awake all night with fuck all to do. Thank you fate, thank you.