I am having a horrible. day. I …
I am having a horrible. day. I don't know what to do anymore. and it seems like no one cares
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vonni 
2:35pm, October 30, 2009
I had a dentist appoitment today and I skipped it. I dont even know why! Sure I dont like the dentist, who does? But I ALWAYS have perfect teeth and its just one quick checkup. Now I have to reschedule and I dont feel like dealing with having it looming over me that I have to go to the dentist. I wish I could at least explain why I didnt go. I have no idea! I want to say this is anxiety but I dont think it is. Not an attack anyways.. but if its not an attack then how come I ended up not going? Maybe its becuase I knew I HAD to and when I hear the words 'You have to' I will do whatever it takes not to do whatever Im being told to do. My grandma is being so supportive. I think she sences Im having anxiety becuase I used to panic about going all the time but that was when I was way younger. Ugh I hate this. Something is wrong with me.
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Maybe it was for the best. Maybe you weren't supposed to go to the dentist this day. Sometimes i do silly things or fail to do something important and it later turns out that it was in fact a lucky choice that way
strumphyy
Yea I believe in fate too :)
I guess Id just forgotten my values for a bit there, thanks =]
vonni