Fuck Everything and Everyone.
September 12, 2009 1:13am
Its FINALLY the weekend. FINALLY I get to talk to her without a fucking time limit and the 15 minutes I logged off to change computers she …
vonni 
2:35pm, October 30, 2009
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About Me
vonni
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About Me
Hey, Im Veronica. Im in a decent mood at the moment. DS has become a huge support for me and I dont think I could live without it. I dont go to school cuz apparently Im just not capable of it with depression and anxiety intact. I actually havent been depressed in a while though..and my anxiety is going down also.. Im starting to think Im not going to school for a deeper reason? Im bisexual and incredibly proud. I love girls, they are incredibly beautiful and amazing and if you find the right one, guys can be amazing as well ;D. If your gay too well, thats cool! Lol. My parents are incredibly homophobic... but to bisexuals specifically? Apparently theyre handicapped?? Idkk. My mom is a fucking douche. By the way... men, please dont chat me unless I chat you first.. or you actually have something to say to me and its not just random.. I find it a lil creepyy. Ive had experiance with creeps on here before so I cant help but stereotype.I am fat. Please dont tell me otherwise. Ive checked the health book and I know Im over the normal weight range for my age. Im 5'4 and 192 pounds. Im on diet pills and theyre working. =D Slimquick! They give me confidence and I am taking them in a responsible and MONITORED manor so dont worry. =) As I said before, my moms a douche. She really is. She hates me cuz Im a failiure and I swear Im not saying this with a bit of angst.. I am a failure I know that and Im chill with it, its just a tag along that I get shit from her. If you need support. Im totally here to help, infact Im on here 24/7 so chances are I can help you whenever you need it even if we have really different time zones. Im TERRIFIED of Seals. And also ladybugs and moths and balloons. Im scared of lots of things but those 4 things are scary enough to put me into a serious state of shock. I dont have to go to emergency or anything but I honestly FREAK out if Im around any one of em. Incase you havent already noticed I have no eyelashes. Its becuase of my Trich (hair pulling disease). I only pull lashes, and only the top ones. Soo yea, Im fucked up and stuff.. but Id love to get to meet you..especially if you read your whole way through this.. you must really not have a life.. I mean come on I just took up like.. a whole 3/4 mins of your life. =D Thanks for the time, babe!
Hey, Im Veronica. Im in a decent mood at the moment. DS has become a huge support for me and I dont think I could live without it. I dont go to school cuz apparently Im just not capable of it with depression and anxiety intact. I actually havent been depressed in a while though..and my anxiety is going down also.. Im starting to think Im not going to school for a deeper reason? Im bisexual and incredibly proud. I love girls, they are incredibly beautiful and amazing and if you find the right one,
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Interests
Music = My Soul. Photography = My Passion. Siblings = My Care. Friends = My Love. DS = MY LIFE, CUZ I DONT GOT A BETTER ONE XD.
Music = My Soul. Photography = My Passion. Siblings = My Care. Friends = My Love. DS = MY LIFE, CUZ I
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Journal
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Boo
August 10, 2009 6:16pm
I wish I knew an animal expert. Boo behaves so badly sometimes and I dont know how to deal with it. He's like my child, seriously. Im the one …
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The Dentist.
August 10, 2009 4:33pm
I had a dentist appoitment today and I skipped it. I dont even know why! Sure I dont like the dentist, who does? But I ALWAYS have perfect teeth and …
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Discouraged
June 16, 2009 1:28pm
Well.. Incase you didnt know already Im really into fashion. Right now the big thing is like... gladiator sandals and headbands. So I got these …
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My Life As Of Now
March 25, 2009 4:43pm
I am hopeless. I cant do anything... I know it sounds dramatic but its so true. I have tried so hard this year to make it.. to go to school and be …
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Goood!! Im glad to hear it =)
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Hey duuude! How you doing?
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and that's something i can understand. it's all the regulars that i don't understand too much. :/ anyway, i g2g. my mom's awake and wants the computer. later. *hugs*
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good, lol. just think no one reads my status these days. i wrote a long journal and started to think that maybe i want to go into journalism, i even said that too. only like two, maybe three, people read my status and commented on my journal. >_> it's something im proud of and no one saw it.
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let's hope 12th grade will be easy for you then.
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Support Groups
Close Bisexuality
I am bisexual, though Ive never been in a relationship with a boy or girl. I dont believe that dateing a certain gender defines your sexuality so although Ive always been single I feel comfortable giving myself this label.
Close Coming Out
I dont really have any plans to come out soon. It would change a lot between me and my family and I dont think anyone is ready for it.
Open Depression - Teen
I was recenty diagnosed with a mild case of depression. Its getting much better but I still have really bad days every now and then.
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- Art lets out alot of emotion for me, but if someone like my mother or something finds my painting to depressing. It ruins my self confidence.
- Music Working / Worked
- Music is the strongest cure for my depression so far. It offers an escape to a place no one else can go and offers me unlimited space and freedom to block out the rest of the world.
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Im to negative to think positive thoughts and whenever I do get them they are usually ruined somehow.
- Prozac Not Working
- Prozac made me feel worse about myself and had many negative side effects.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Counceling really is useful and can over you many rational options on how to deal with things.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Although support is great, you cant force people to support you so you dont always have all the support you need.
- Talking Working / Worked
- It depends who you talk to but just venting and letting it out verbally is a relief. I always rant out loud as if I was talking to someone I was mad at. I know it sounds creepy and stupid but its so helpful.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Writing just takes you out of the moment and lets some of your emotions transfer from your head to paper so you arent so overwhelmed.
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
Im obese (or so the wii fit tells me) I feel really insecure with my image and often feel sick from being so unhealthy.
Open Family Issues
Home is hell.
Treatments
- Family Therapy Considering
- Sometimes councellors just dont get it and it confuses everyone, but it helps my mom open up so I think its good for her.
- Music Working / Worked
- Music ALWAYS helps.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- My councellor really understands me and tries to help me with my neglect.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- It depends what mood my mother is in.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- I write ANYTHING and it helps. Not always but the majority of the time.
Open Fitness Goals
vonni hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open High School Stress
vonni hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Internet Addiction
vonni hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
vonni hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Phobia
vonni hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Trichotillomania (Hair Pulling)
vonni hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Teen Anxiety
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