georgiana7's Journal

So, I went and saw my Gastro on Wednesday for my follow-up from my colonoscopy.  She went over everything again.  That the diverticulum had returned but it didn't look too bad, that I have Colitis/Crohn's with some inflammation that needs to get under control, she called it mild.  I don't get how inflammation in your colon is minor!!  Anyway, and then she felt around on my scar tissues and scarred up stomach and pelive area and found another hernia!!!  So, that makes two that I have now.  Then she gave me a list of a millon other meds that are over the counter that she wants me to add to my daily medications I already take, as if I don't take too many already. SMH

Everyone just says keep your head up, which I do.  But that is definitely not how I feel inside.  I'm angry, sad, frustrated, tired, and mad that all of this is going on.  My life doesn't even feel like my life.  I'm depressed.....I just want them to fix it already!