ScorpioBliss's Journal

Monday and what a wonderful, beautiful day it is.

I'm finding that I have a magnificent sense of "calm" about myself since my relationship with Kevin has ended. I'm sleeping really well, and just feel so .... I guess the word is LIBERATED. I'm sleeping in another bedroom, and the weekend was nice. He did his own thing and stayed away from the house Friday and Sat. and spent the entire day in the garage on Sunday. The house is big enough to where we really don't HAVE to be around each other. So, while I'm excited to get out on my own, things are ok right now but I wouldn't want to live this way for another several months. I want my own place and I'm hoping it's not going to take long at all. I think I'm going to call my brother and ask if he could afford to lend me some money. (I know he can, it's a matter of if he will...lol) In a sense, he OWES me. He really screwed me over when I took him in years ago, and he's doing very well now and I'm hoping he can return the favor. I don't expect him to, but I'm hoping he will. That would really help me out.

I'm feeling fantastic, my life is becoming what I NEED it to be, and I've made it happen. I will continue to do even more to establish where I am today and to STAY where I am. I want happiness, I have happiness, and will continue to do everything I MUST do to stay in this lovely place I call inner peace.