This is my second stint on DS, and I hope never to drop out of sight again. I hit rock bottom again, and I am in a lot of debt. I am going to stay current on DS and get a second job to help pay down my debt. I also went to my first GA meeting tonight, and I am going to go (at least) weekly from now on. I need to stop the madness...
This is my second stint on DS, and I hope never to drop out of sight again. I hit rock bottom again, and I am in a lot of debt. I am going to stay current on DS and get a second job to help pay down my debt. I also went to my first GA meeting tonight, and I am going to go (at least) weekly from now on. I need to stop the madness...
Karate, volleyball, baking, movies.
Karate, volleyball, baking, movies.
January 7, 2009 12:33pm
Well, I made it a week - I'm proud of myself! I'm pretty jittery and irritable, but I think that's more from the increase in …
Wishing you a Happy New Year...a time of new beginnings and hope....sorry to hear you have been struggling, but glad to se you back here....your friends are right here to give you support and encouragement! Hugs, Dianne
Hope you are well :) Hugssssssssssssssssss, Kimber
Sending out a little hug to say HI and hope everything is going well for you! Dianne
hi how are you ??
Happy for you. All the best in your new home
I just got home from the casino a little while ago, after leaving my poor dog by herself for about 9 hours. I am at the end of my rope; I have less than $100 in my bank accounts, and I've been spending money on my credit card in anticipation of my bonus, which comes next Friday. I cannot trust myself anymore; I go in with the intention of "just playing nickels or dimes", and end up losing hundreds of dollars in the quarter machines, chasing the jackpot. The hardest thing is that I've won them a number of times, so I always think I'm "due". I need someone to help me figure out how to stop this maddening cycle. I have numbers of therapists I'm going to call tomorrow, but thought I'd give this a shot tonight, while it's still fresh in my mind. I hope someone is there to talk...
