jitterstwo's Journal

Been on meds for a week now. Cant seem to change my font, dont like these big letters. Rain has ended for at least half the day, It's clouden up again. Cleaned my room, cleaned something finally. That's progress. Got some info on volunteering at the Humane Society and SPCA. I have to get to the orientation beginning of June. Still feel a lot of anxiety over being lonely and no friends. Thinking about what will come about as far as employment goes.  As I get older I find it harder to find words to express my thoughts. Not feeling confident to find a job and interview. My previous job history, I dont feel I could handle doing what I used to do. I don't feel I could focus and concentrate and handle a lot of responsibility. I am collecting unemployment till September so I have time to think about what I want to do, unfortunately all I do is think. Well Im gonna change the curtains while I'm still in a productive mood.