Been a while.....
February 3, 2009 11:57am
It has been awhile since I've allowed myself the time to slow down and write my thoughts out, and I have been making postitve moves …
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Notquitesure
11:59pm, October 25, 2008
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About Me
Notquitesure
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About Me
44 years old, a mom, artist in many mediums. Witty humorist, Spiritual, not religious.
44 years old, a mom, artist in many mediums. Witty humorist, Spiritual, not religious.
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Interests
I love people, music, motorcycles, camping, my daugher. I am a florist, and have a leather business on the side. How the two connect I'm not sure.
I love people, music, motorcycles, camping, my daugher. I am a florist, and have a leather business on
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Journal
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Journal Entry for December 8, 2008
December 8, 2008 8:08am
Well I'm back if only for a minute, the christmas season is in full swing in my floral department and I am working way too much. But need the …
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I am definately moving on......
November 21, 2008 11:08pm
Well I am definately moving on......My date has turned into a bunch of dates. I am still so guarded and afraid that it's hard to just relax …
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The date....
November 3, 2008 5:54pm
You really don't know your progress until you test yourself. I went on the "Date", and was looking forward to just getting to …
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Coffee anyone.....
October 22, 2008 10:57pm
The dating scene, what ever that may be is definately not what I remember or want to do now. I don't think the Game is played as fair …
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Hugbook
Hug
Because it has been TOO long!!!!!
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Kiss
We have plastic flowers...they'll float...
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Flower
Dang but you're cute!
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Hug
You've seen darker days...your karma is good and strong..you'll make it!
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Alone and lonely, you have the right to feel this. How many such days have you suffered? And how many such days have you defeated? How many of us have you lifted from the dark depths of our dispair with your courage and strength? You may be alone. And you may be lonely. But always remember, and never forget, I Love You. Jerry
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Support Groups
Close Breakups & Divorce
He walked out after 24 years marriage, left a note....was too weak to tell me to my face that he had been unfaithful. I have survived a year on faith, hope, an inner strength I didn't know I had. Putting the pieces back together. He said "I'd be better off" and know now maybe he was right!
Treatments
- Forgiveness Considering
- Hard not to feel sorry for a stupid, selfish person, but also believe that life is full of lessons for everyone to learn when they are ready. So I believe it is up to the gods to decide and I'm learning how to just let it be in their hands.
- Love Working / Worked
- Learning to love myself as I am, for who I am. My first and most important priority is to love me first.
- Music Working / Worked
- Started with every break up song, then moved to Angry Head banging, then to insightful lyric's and now is empowering music. So it helps to move you through.
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- My dog has stayed right by my side since this began. She knew I was really hurt and needed unconditional love. I think I freaked her out a little with the crying and confused her. Now she sticks right by my side all the time.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Helpful/ but get a good one, and make the investment.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Have a lot of support at home, work and here.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Just verbal barfing, spit it out, scream, hearing the words out loud instead of in my head helped me see my fears.
- Time Working / Worked
- But with time, finding it does. You have to move at your own pace through time.
Close Life After Divorce
I am still in the divorce and have moved on slowly. Now looking at life after divorce. It seems to be about stages of growth and looking for support, advice, tips on survival. lol
