beforeicouldhtink's Journal

Am I gorgeous?

Am I tall?

Am I beautiful at all?

Am I strong?

Am I weak?

Should my eyes they never leak

Should I walk?

Should I run?

Should I go out and have some fun?

Should I dance?

Should I sing?

Should my hand bare a ring?

Should I be happy?

Or be sad?

Should I go and hug my dad?

Should I laugh?

Should I smile?

Should I go to sleep a while?

Should I hide?

Should I run?

Should I say I have begun?

Should I stop?

Should I go?

Should I already know?

Should I trust?

Should care?

Should all of this be fair?

Do I dream?

Do I wake?

Do I have to eat the cake?

Am I crazy?

Am I real?

Are these things what I should feel?

Ask a question.

Leave a mark.

Don’t sit lifeless in the dark.

Make a move

Turn on the light

Be surprised at your new sight

Are you happy?

Are you there?

Do you really truly care?

Are you laughing?

Are you confused?

Do you feel like you’ve been used?

Am I worth it?

Am I here?

Should I even have this fear?