beforeicouldhtink's Journal

they yell they scream
they push they shove
they touch they feel
they take and steal

and nothing is ever good enough you think maybe one day ill be good enough just gotta keep trying.. keep trying

you slip and you fall
close your eyes and hit the wall
you give and you give
until theres no reason to live

they take everything you pride youself worth your thoughts they control your life to the  point they have killed you to make they wat they want your dead inside...... dead

not good enough to talk and share your thoughts
 your pushed away like a corps that rots
you sruggle and your strive falling down everytime
you are left voiceless mute as a mime

you fade away till nothings left but your skin and bones.... and still when you die ...... no one will have known .... its all silent

no mind to choose decide what is right
no heart no courage to continue to fight
lost in their ways  it becomes all you know 
and eventualy you learn never to say no

you can not  stop them their will is too strong and youve been here so long  you beleive that YOURE  wrong..... because your never right

your mouth  wired shut and your eyes open wide
you search and you search .... with no where to hide
you cant  get away theyve  trapped them selves in your head
the only esacape is if you were  dead