im here arn't i? i'm depressed most of the time. i try to be happy but every time i do i end up looking stupid. i love to write. poems songs & stories. I wrote a novel called pray for snow, but its not published yet. i havent finished typing it up though, i've been lost in my mind for about 3 years i swear i have. i cant think strait i always make the wrong desicion i love my boy friend and my best friends. i love math and english. im smart or so i like to think and im funny cute and talented. im an awesome person. i try not to be vein but sometimes i slip up so forgive me when i do. im trust worthy and easy to talk to. i dont judge people and i think every one has rights no matter what beleifs or sexual oriantaion you have. i think gays have rights and they are awesome. i think Hillary should be president. I love God and try keep faith. i love music and i love movies. my favorite movie is ps i love you and bang bang your dead. my favorite bands are superchik and good charlotte.I love for people to comment on my writtings and jsut my stuff in general i love to hear peoples oppinions, though i hold tight to my own too, send me a message if you want i love to talk to people. jsut be good at starting convos because i'm no good at it but i can hold one if you get hold of a good topic. well hope to talk to you later. LOVE !!!
im here arn't i? i'm depressed most of the time. i try to be happy but every time i do i end up looking stupid. i love to write. poems songs & stories. I wrote a novel called pray for snow, but its not published yet. i havent finished typing it up though, i've been lost in my mind for about 3 years i swear i have. i cant think strait i always make the wrong desicion i love my boy friend and my best friends. i love math and english. im smart or so i like to think and im funny cute and talented. im
singing, writting, reading, and making videos
singing, writting, reading, and making videos
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They laugh with true passion They live from the heartTheir endurance of willChallenged from the startTheir…
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They laugh with true passion They live from the heartTheir endurance of willChallenged from the startTheir smiles are wide With words …
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This plot is utter chaos
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lol, you have a point there. the GED test isn't until October so i still have a little bit to go.
thanks. ^_^ weird thing is that it's only been a few weeks since i started.
im doing pretty good too. ^_^ finally started my GED classes and i think i almost done with them.
hey, how's it going?
oh well i already had plans awhile ago to move down here with my best friend. I transferred to a nice college down here to finish my undergraduate degree
i dont really kno why i am this way it just kinda happend about 4 or 5 years ago. i guess it just built up my whole life.i've always been treated different from my siblings, they have the best and wnat mine too =(
i use to hurt my self various ways burning with glue guns, scratching with my finger nails, cuting with safty pins and razors, burning with hot water,ect. plenty of ways, i always did it because i hurt so much inside and to me that was my way of saying hey your going to be ok because it cant hurt as bad inside as the physical pain i feel. so everytime i did it it got deeper or hotter, more and more, because it had to out do the pain inside.
