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monjet13 
I'm here on line
I'm new here
I feel more isolated than ever
black room with no lights
my feet are floating
I'dont know how to Get down
today not so good. 
Like the tittle said it doesn't take much and my emotions take on a life of there own. Anything that is unexpected and I plunge it sucks! today I found out that I have to resend my medi9cal records to the Federal retirement appeals board. which means a longer wait which means no money and more stress I hate being sick I don't know what I will do if my retirement won't go through. On top of that my sons have chosen this day to act out there are so many things you give up when caring for a kid with autism but I cant dwell on that it will just make me sink further. I apologize to Any one who reads this I'm really not used to writing in a linear sort of way so I hope this makes sense.
Like the tittle said it doesn't take much and my emotions take on a life of there own. Anything that is unexpected and I plunge it sucks! today I found out that I have to resend my medi9cal records to the Federal retirement appeals board. which means a longer wait which means no money and more stress I hate being sick I don't know what I will do if my retirement won't go through. On top of that my sons have chosen this day to act out there are so many things you give up when caring for a kid with autism but I cant dwell on that it will just make me sink further. I apologize to Any one who reads this I'm really not used to writing in a linear sort of way so I hope this makes sense.
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