I just feel so alone
July 11, 2008 11:58pm
I'm here on line
I'm new here
I feel more isolated than ever
black room with no lights
my feet are floating
I'dont know …
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monjet13 
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monjet13
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Well Im 45 years old and I have two wounderfull children two boys .my oldest son has autism my yougest son Is diagnosed with savier ADHD , but we are still in the diagnosis prosess .I have strugeld with major depresion all my life. For the past 2 years it has been realy bad tried diferent treatments been in the hospitsal with an psycotic epasode . bet in an out treatment program . all that been ther done that.
Well Im 45 years old and I have two wounderfull children two boys .my oldest son has autism my yougest son Is diagnosed with savier ADHD , but we are still in the diagnosis prosess .I have strugeld with major depresion all my life. For the past 2 years it has been realy bad tried diferent treatments been in the hospitsal with an psycotic epasode . bet in an out treatment program . all that been ther done that.
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it dosent take much
July 11, 2008 11:22pm
today not so good. Like the tittle said it doesn't take much and my emotions take on a life of there own. Anything that is …
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Hi, Monjet. I read your response to Cyndi's posts on panic attacks. That definitely sounds like you have a fear of confined spaces and/or social phobia. Do you know when that all started? Panic can be associated with different issues and, depending on the cause, the treatment varies greatly. For instance, some find that Paxil helps yet, with others it creates even more panic attacks because it is stimulating the wrong chemicals! Have you ever considered EMDR? It is wonderful for helping people quickly remove fear triggers. It can be pretty intense, though. I find that having low doses of propranolol is most helpful. Only 10-20 mg can stop the panic attack. Getting a prescription for that and using it in conjunction with EMDR therapy could fix you right up. How awesome would that be! :)
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Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- DBT. has been working fairly well I have attained some skills that have been very helpful. I can know recognize when that black wave is about to take me out and I have some skills that I can use to lessen the affect
- Cymbalta Somewhat Helpful
- I still sink down into very deep depressive episodes. like a black wave taking me over
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- has really calmed down my PTSD symptoms and my psychotic features
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- It took being admitted to the hospital to wake my family up. It asspecially help my husband understand how serious my illness is. but they are very supportive at this time. and I am no longer ashamed about my illness
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- seems to be going well
- Prozac Not Working
- stopped working after 3 years
