depression and suicide
I would love to thank all those who answered my blogg when I was feeling suicidal I KNOW your thoughts prayers and answers really did help …
hi i m angie i am 48years young but since having M E for over three years now i sometimes feel 88 i feel very lonely with this illness as i always feel no one beliefs you are so ill and the doctors say there is nothing they can do i have always been a nervous person which kept me going and always very bust decorating gardening running around everywhere and to go to one extreme to the other has been very hard i have been better since christmas but before that i was trapped in my own body i felt as though i dead but my brain still worked although crazily and my heart still beat it got so unbearable i tried to take my own life last year but obviously God was not ready for me so i m still here still fighting and at this moment in time i think i m winning i have three grown up children wh om i adore and three dogs plus a new puppy born a week ago to-day they keep me going i would love to talk to anyone with M E as i beleive sharing gives us an inner strength hope t o hear from someone soon luv angie
hi i m angie i am 48years young but since having M E for over three years now i sometimes feel 88 i feel very lonely with this illness as i always feel no one beliefs you are so ill and the doctors say there is nothing they can do i have always been a nervous person which kept me going and always very bust decorating gardening running around everywhere and to go to one extreme to the other has been very hard i have been better since christmas but before that i was trapped in my own body i felt as
I would love to thank all those who answered my blogg when I was feeling suicidal I KNOW your thoughts prayers and answers really did help …
yesterday i had quite a scare i have had a few fits over the years they call them anxiety attacks where my body shakes uncontrolably from head to …
to-day i woke up with the usual sore throut ears and head i lay a while thinking why bother even getting up i felt so miserable but i pushed myself …
I SLEEP I WAKE I CRY I ACHE I PRAY THE LORD MY SOUL TOO TAKE THEY SAY IN …
to-day is the first day of the rest of my life for the first time i am writing how i feel this is my first time on the web as i have never had …
i dont Sleep for days, but i have taken meds and slept for 15 hours and still feel exhausted when i get up... that alone makes me depressed. i have enjoyed sleep, but it sucks when you wake up and reality sets in...
I'm glad that you feel at least a bit of relief from stopping the antidepressant. Man, what a strange thing, isn't it - that something that should help makes depression worse? I haven't ever been able to tolerate prescription meds. I found a homeopathic remedy that helps just a little bit, but for the most part I've had to learn how to hold on during the worst of it and get through the best I can.
One day at a time, one step at a time. Thank you for responding to my post.
take care
katy
Thanks for the msg. Am in Essex. What about you? xx
No problem, just remember that there is always hope. I always tell myself there is those worse off then me when I am feeling really low. I will keep you in my prayers. Love and hugs