Gerardo's Birthday
October 21, 2009 10:22pm
today I wished gerardo a happy birthday. He turned 34 today and this is his second birthday away from me. Funny, I think I am slowly …
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yracero 
12:49am, November 6, 2009
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About Me
yracero
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About Me
I am lonely and terribly missing the man, my husband and best friend. Cancer took him on September 25, 2008 after an 11 month battle. Now i just wander like a ghost, trying to live this life day by day. All that is in my mind is him and wanting him back. There are good days and there are bad, but the bad are hell on earth. Now i just yearn for the day that i will be with him, in the meantime my focus is our daughter and surviving without him.
I am lonely and terribly missing the man, my husband and best friend. Cancer took him on September 25, 2008 after an 11 month battle. Now i just wander like a ghost, trying to live this life day by day. All that is in my mind is him and wanting him back. There are good days and there are bad, but the bad are hell on earth. Now i just yearn for the day that i will be with him, in the meantime my focus is our daughter and surviving without him.
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Interests
i love music, dancing, and reading. i also dabble in cooking, gardening, and writing.
i love music, dancing, and reading. i also dabble in cooking, gardening, and writing.
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My Favorite Holiday
October 7, 2009 8:57pm
I really enjoy Halloween, it is the beginning of the holiday season. My 8 year old daughter turn 9 on the 14th and Gerardo turn 34 (wow) on the …
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Support Groups
September 30, 2009 10:01pm
This is the second time around for me in a support group. Initially I went to one so that Sofia could get support and meet other children that …
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rambling me
September 22, 2009 11:54pm
Nothing much to say, just wanted to type away. I am forcing myself not to get depressed,but this one year coming up is killer. I …
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Death
September 19, 2009 5:39am
Next week I will have lived a year without my sweetheart and I do not know how the hell I made it to this point. Where it still feels as some …
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Thanks
Thank you for your kind words and insight, they mean a lot to me. You have a beautiful daughter, by the way, I can see you're a proud mamma.
Peace and blessings,
Susie
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Thanks, it really is easier when there are people in your same situation. I dont have friends or family in my situation that can really understand what I am feeling. I know we will be happy again oneday, but I know we will never stop missing them. Thanks, again for your words you are really appreciated.
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Thanks, it really is easier when there are people in your same situation. I dont have friends or family in my situation that can really understand what I am feeling. I know we will be happy again oneday, but I know we will never stop missing them. Thanks, again for your words you are really appreciated.
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Thanks, it really is easier when there are people in your same situation. I dont have friends or family in my situation that can really understand what I am feeling. I know we will be happy again oneday, but I know we will never stop missing them. Thanks, again for your words you are really appreciated.
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I was thinking about you and hope all is well with you.
I have the joy of the LOrd in my heart. I want to share these scriptures with you,
God is our refuge and strength,
A very present help in trouble.
Therefore we will not fear,
Even though the earth be removed,
And though the mountains be carried into the
midst of the sea;
Though its waters roar and be troubled,
Though the mountains shake with its swelling.
Christine
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Support Groups
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Parentmy life was completely turned into grief, memories, nostalgia when my dad passed away in october of 2007. it was a very unexpected quick death. he was diagnosed with cancer late september and died within 3 weeks. i am still in shock. i miss him and can not find to cope with his death. typical story i have many regrets or "should haves" now that he is gone.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- i am a crier. it seems to work because i get all the angst out of me.
- Reading Working / Worked
- this works with anything that i am going through it is a way to keep busy with my hobby.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- my immediate family is all i have to make me feel better. we remember together and grieve together.
Close Widows & Widowers
my husband was diagnosed with sarcoma late oct. 2007. he battled for 11 months, but unfortunately died sept. 25, 2008. he was a strong, courageous man all the way to the end. i am now a 32 year old widow looking for ways to cope with his death.
