chemical warfare, warfare, warfare!
October 6, 2008 8:39am
i babysat my niece most of the weekend.
she`s an entertaining bundle of germs at present and she was good enough to share them with …
verymetal
3:40am, July 10, 2008
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About Me
verymetal
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About Me
i`m an animator for a games company at present. eventually i`d love to work on narrative based animation, but this is also totally awesome. I`m a total control freak and work extremely hard to try and be better each day; it`s kind of a compromise for having so little control over where my mind takes me and what the results will be. i have a great family, some fantastic friends and only wish i could give more to them sometimes - how great they are sometimes makes me feel guilty for not being able to "cheer up" y`know? i`ve had a few spectacular setbacks along the way (as we all have of course) and only about a year ago finally cracked (make of that what you will ;) ) and tried to find out what was making me feel like this. i`ve been this way since i was about 16 and always thought i was just being awkward or surly, it never ocurred to me that perhaps there was actually something causing it. i dip in and out of counselling, not through choice, i just can`t afford it long term and have just reloacted, so still finding my way around the new place.
i`m an animator for a games company at present. eventually i`d love to work on narrative based animation, but this is also totally awesome. I`m a total control freak and work extremely hard to try and be better each day; it`s kind of a compromise for having so little control over where my mind takes me and what the results will be. i have a great family, some fantastic friends and only wish i could give more to them sometimes - how great they are sometimes makes me feel guilty for not being able
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Interests
anything to do with animation, music (i`m fairly ecclectic, but generally anything that has an undercurrent of feeling will float my boat), working out (again; little mind control means i like to stay in charge of my body at least), hanging out with my friends when i get to see them, drawing/painting/writing/creating. i like to think as well, a lot of the time this ends badly, but sometimes i enjoy letting the tangents unfold. let it roll as they roll, it`s all beautiful material :)
anything to do with animation, music (i`m fairly ecclectic, but generally anything that has an undercurrent
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i`m a cop.. rent-a-cop!!!
July 30, 2008 3:51am
Yesterday i was clearly feeling pretty low, so i decided to go and try to sort out some counselling in the area i`ve just moved to.
i was …
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Sidestep to your left... walk backwards.
July 29, 2008 3:43am
Knightmare.
According to every article/survey written in a magazine ever, women like a sense of humour and honesty.
well kids, i`m here to cry …
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spring loaded
July 2, 2008 4:10am
and it goes up.. and down.. and up.. and down.
having successfully knocked out utter despair to complete elation about 3 times on the way to …
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office noses
June 27, 2008 7:19am
the more people know about you, the more they`ll talk about you.
a private life should be exactly that.
what a terrible lapse in …
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metal? are you there?
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ah cool, well work is the best thing :)
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From BazLazarus
February 25
Its at my house, Im in all day saturday, not moving no matter how much the lazy round one pleads
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yes sir they decimate (sp?) how are you?
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it does sir the EMG's kill lol im ok i guess. im 18 now
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