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babygirl28
Female, 29, Virginia Beach, VA
"Mending fences & putting the past behind me....Been sick all day, but came to work....."
1:04am

I'm not even sure where to begin......

I guess, I'll just write from my heart. So, here goes......

Ronnie and I are done for good. It's sad and I'm left with many, many questions. We were broke up for a little over a week when I called and we talked. He said he misses me and then, told me that he's moving back in with his ex-girlfriend. I was not only stunned and heart broken but felt like I had been spit in the face after already being knocked down! However, I did take the high road and have been civil to him. I can't say that I haven't had those moments where I've really wanted to hurt someone, but it doesn't last long and then, I usually end up crying. However, I'm talking to a very nice guy and we're taking things very slowly because we've both been hurt bad. We may just end up being friends, but either way he's a great person.

Well, one of my friends is mad at me again. I must be such a bad person! She is married and cheats on her husband on a regular basis. Now, I cover for her, alot. However, she knows that I'm not lying to my bestie who is also friends with her. So, my bestie said to me today, "we have to make plans with "our friend" this weekend to keep her out of trouble." I said, "why? she already has plans both saturday and sunday that don't involve us." So, my bestie texted her and said, "sinner, " (joking with her) and now, this friend isn't speaking to either of us. My bestie says that it's just "her guilty conscience," but I still feel bad. Stupid, huh?!

My niece, who is seven, had the swine flu for over a week. She lives in Minnesota and my sister was scared to death! But, I'm happy to report that my niece is doing well and has no more swine flu!

Any and all prayers are needed for my bestie that lives in Pennsylvania. She is going through a hard time right now. She found out that the "lump" she found last year on her breast, has gotten bigger and that it's possibly cancer. She had an appointment with the surgeon today to find out what's going on. So, I'm just waiting to find out what's going to happen.....

Finally, I'm going to end this update with something funny that happened to me. I worked a double at my job yesterday. I went into the fridge to get the baby's medicine and a full bottle of relish fell out and landed on my big toe! Well, it would've been hysterical if it didn't hurt like crazy! I, honestly, thought that I broke my big toe! I have got a huge bruise and it still hurts like crazy! I tried to wear my flip-flops earlier today and it wasn't happening because it's that bad! So, to all who are reading this, my words of wisdom, "always step away from the fridge when opening the door because you never know what will jump out at you!"

 

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  1. rogerledwards

    In my opinion you probably did break you toe. Only thing they can do is do an x-ray and give you pain pills. I know this from experience. But who knows.

    Roger the Minister


    rogerledwards

  2. singingirl

    The relish thing so sounds like something that would happen to me lol


    singingirl

  3. bluesun

    grrrrrr! i wrote a whole paragraph here and then right in the middle of it my stupid computer decides to shut down and restart on it's own!!!
    as i was trying to say... maybe it's just fractured and not completely broken. keep icing it and if doesn't clear up in about 3 days (or at least feel better) then you should probably get it Xrayed.
    and about your friend that cheats.... if it were me i would have ratted her out already. covering for her would just be as guilty as doing the dirty deed your self. but that's just how i feel. besides, you don't want her bringin an STD back to her husband, cuz HIV viruses can fit through the porous little holes in the condom that keep the semen from coming through. basically, the HIV virus is a lot smaller than the sperm it's self. i'm sure there are other viruses that can do that, as well. the condoms purpose is to prevent PREGNANCY, not STDs. just thought you should know in case you didn't already. but i hope i'm wrong and the now modern day condom is designed to keep even the smallest virus out too. either way, what she's doing is wrong and shouldn't be mad at you two for anything. she should be accountable for her own doings. sheesh! and one more thing, if she's lose and wants to stay that way, why is she even married in the 1st place??

    anyways.... i'm sorry about you and Ronnie. i'm still very confused about what he;s thinkin or why. hopefully the answers will come to light soon enough so you can get some peace of mind.
    this reminds me of back in 03 when this guy i was dating stood me up and then when i called him the next day, he hung up on me. never spoke to me again after that. it was shortly after Xmas and so i drove out to his house and dropped off all his gifts he gave me. he wouldn't even come to the door to answer it but you could see thru the window that he was home. i never heard from that guy again. never found out what the hell happened. after 2 months i stopped caring and said, oh well his loss, dumb ass.

    ok i think i've gone on long enough here LOL. hope life brings you great blessings in the next days to come. you really deserve it! ok take care and be good to your self, my sista from another motha and fatha! LOL


    bluesun

  4. Leigh86

    I'll really have to be careful around my fridge from now on! :)


    Leigh86

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