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bilow72 
10:28pm, January 5, 2009
TONIGHT I WAS JOKING WITH NOW AN EX CLOSE FRIEND. MY CLOSEST FEMALE FRIEND DORIS WAS TOO. I JOKINGLY GRABBED HIS HAT HE THE EX CLOSE FRIEND JUST ATTACKED MORE LIKE LUNGED AT ME I WENT FROM STANDING TO SITTING HAVIGN HIM SCREAMING IN MY FACE AND GRABBING MY ARMS. HE HAD WARNED ME ABOUT TOUCHING HIS HAT AND DUE TO EVERYTHING GOING IN MY LIFE I FORGOT.
IM SO SCARED AND UPSET. ALL THE MEMORIES OF PAST ABUSE DONE BY MEN CAME BACK. HES A MEMBER OF UNITY HOUSE. IM SCARED OF RUNNING INTO HIM NOW. I WAS WARNED ABOUT HIS TEMPER WELL I SAW IT AND FELT HARD. MY ARMS ARE SO SORE AND WORRIED ABOUT BRUISES AND TRYING TO HIDE THEM FROM EVERYONE. IM INTERESTED IN A REAL NICE GUY IVE CHECKED THIS GUY OUT REAL GOOD. IF/WHEN THE GUY FINDS OUT HES GOING TO BE PISSED IM SEEING HIM LATER TODAY. I CAN NOT WEAR SLEEVES AS ITS GOING TO BE CLOSE TO 100
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oh wow! Well...that u don't need!
dianeholmes
i talked the guy who attacked me girlfriend who is a friend of mine. She knew something was up when she said his name and i cringed. She said shes heard things from others. she told me i should charge him. she believes me. im also going to talk to a staff who i feel comfortable with tomorrow at unity house about what happend. ive spent the last two days inside my place and when i go outside i check for his car.
the guy im interested in his mom on her deathbed im trying to get out where he is to support him and his family. i dont have bruises from the attack but the feeling of fear something I thought ive dealt with in the 8 yrs since i was abused.
bilow72