bilow72's Journal

Where do i start ? today started off good got some great news a guy who likes me and i like are meeting for coffee this coming up wednesday. I was so excited. TILL i was informed by Blair who works for BC housing who bought the motel Ive lived in since April 2008 that come August 1st i have 3 cats Azar age 7 yrs, Scratch age almost 9 yrs and Echo who is two yrs old and her kitten Ange. Angel is going to a new home. All of my cats were raised in the bush aka always indoor/outdoor cats since day one. One of the members at Unity House who also lives in the motel has been complaining about my cats who DONT cause any problems and have been told by a lot of people they are most behaved cats theyve ever met. Azar was about 2 months old when i got him from a petstore in May 2002 in revelstoke. Some heartless person left him and his siblings outside the petstore when it was still cold at night. I walked in and fell inlove with him at first sight. Scratch I say I saved her from her previous owner's daughter who was really mean to her. I got her and her daughter Whiskers in Feb 2002 Whiskers was poisoned in June 2007.

Echo I got in Oct 2007 and shes moved with me/us 3 times in revelstoke and 4 times in penticton. I love her but dont feel really attached to her reasons unknown.

I knew the day was coming up but IM NOT DOING GOOD AT ALL. 

I HAVE TWO SONS WHO WERE ADOPTED OUT MY OLDEST WAS TAKEN FROM ME AUGUST 1 1992 IM HAVING TO GIVE MY FURRY SON AUGUST 1. I FEEL LIKE IM LOSING RELIVING THE FEELINGS I HAD ON THAT DAY NOW. 

MY CATS ARE GIVE ME A REASON TO LIVE. FRIENDS ARE WORRIED ABOUT ME. IM WORRIED ABOUT ME.