Bearing to much!!!!!!!!!
October 7, 2008 1:18pm
Somedays my heart fills so heavy I fill I cant carry it anymore,
There are so many people in need and never enough of me to go around …
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deliveredatbirth
11:59am, October 3, 2008
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About Me
deliveredatbirth
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About Me
I do my best to serve GOD after all he delivered me at birth. He still brings me through all of life hard knocks. I gave birth to three, have nine grandchildren two of which I have adopted and raising.I also take care of my 80 year old mother-in-law whom lives with us.I tend to overeat thus am over weight, and Iam very sorry to say it but I am a smoker who lost her mother to lung cancer 5 years ago.Needless to say quiting is a must goal for me.I was abused in all ways even in my mothers womb until the age of 12.It is a prayer of mine that before I depart I may make some good out of all that bad.
I do my best to serve GOD after all he delivered me at birth. He still brings me through all of life hard knocks. I gave birth to three, have nine grandchildren two of which I have adopted and raising.I also take care of my 80 year old mother-in-law whom lives with us.I tend to overeat thus am over weight, and Iam very sorry to say it but I am a smoker who lost her mother to lung cancer 5 years ago.Needless to say quiting is a must goal for me.I was abused in all ways even in my mothers womb until
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Interests
reading, writing poems, making children happy, and doing my best to keep them safe.Learning more and more about Gods words The Bible.Helping the elderly. Learning about other people and their veiws.
reading, writing poems, making children happy, and doing my best to keep them safe.Learning more and
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A heavy heart
October 3, 2008 1:59pm
Today my heart is heavy my eyes are filled with rain,
A lovily little angel,her heart so full …
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Windows of My Mind
October 2, 2008 1:00pm
Through the windows my mind, a little girl I see.
In another place and time , how …
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Prayer
Glad to be your friend! Love your picture,i have the same thing but its in crystal and the shape is blown glass inside. God bless you and with the grace of God we are here have a blessed weekend new friend XX Cindi
Present
When we do not take advantage of God's promises to us it is like having a present we never open. Open the present and tap in to the Love of the Father. You are important to him as well as me.
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We should be taught not to wait for inspiration to start a thing. Action always generates inspiration. Inspiration seldom generates action.
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End each day with thoughts of peace. Begin each day with thoughts of peace. Continue thinking thoughts of peace throughout your precious day and happiness will be yours.
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"Being open to love and peace brings more of both into the world."
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Support Groups
Close Incest Survivors
My abuse started before I was born when my mom took an overdose of sleeping pills.It didnt work.Thus my life of sexual abuse began From what I know I was 15months when it 1st happened and continued unit I was 12, By my dad and two of his brothers.
Treatments
- Valium Somewhat Helpful
- Nothing much helps my nerves.In 1983 I had a brakedown and have been on valium pretty much all the time sence then when I am not taking them Iget I.B.S.Cry over nothing and so on
Close Grandparents Raising Children
I have adopted 2 granddaughters whom I have been raising sence they wre born.They see their dad but no contact with mom
Open Rape
I was raped by my uncle at age 5and much more not enough space towrite it
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Had a brakedown in 1983 have been in and out of counseling sence.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- To anyone and everyone who will lesson. Helps alot,THANK U
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni HAVE BEEN ON MANY MEDS FOR DEPRESSION.Had a nervous brakedown.I atempted sucide 3xs
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- didnt work
- Cymbalta Not Working
- didnt work
- Effexor Somewhat Helpful
- XR-150mg. Started this year cuase my zoloft gave me head tremers.It help stop them for a while,butTHERE BACK
- Paxil Not Working
- did not work made me meaner
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I was in counseling after my brake down for along time.I cant afford it now.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Helps some
- Writing Working / Worked
- The one thing that helps the most
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- It worked but made my head shake all the time .I do miss it
Open Alzheimer's Disease
Stage: AdvancedMy 80 year old mother in law lives with us.Itake care of her by myself.Alzheimers is 1 of many things I deal with.Im looking 4 ways 2 cope
Treatments
Open Sexual Abuse
fROM 15MONTHS,MAYBE BEFORE I WAS SEXUAL ABUSED UNTIL 12YEARS OLD THEN THE ABUSE THAT TOOK PLACE AFTER THAT I ALLOWED
Treatments
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Was in group 4 many months
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Working / Worked
