ThinkHappyThoughts's Journal

So I haven't been on in a LONG time. Things are ok. I had two surgeries and got an infection from the antibiotics so I've been sick for a bit. And my student also had surgery and has been out over a month, so I've been out of work over a month but it wasn't so bad because I got a lot done and my grades this semester rocked. I did quit the drum corps because between being sick all the time and my meds not letting me memorize ANYTHING it was SOO stressful and was giving me panic attacks. So I pulled out and my friends said they understood, and now this guy who thinks he is like God starts harassing me on facebook that I made the wrong decision. He doesn't even try to understand. So, I blocked him and all but now he's sending messages through our mutual friends. And he's in his 30's!!!!!!!!!! Grow up!

Well, despite that rant, things ARE good. My tics are out of control but my mood is stable. Though this guy (who ALSO quit the corps) says that when I "stabilize, he's waiting for my apology." I think I'm plenty stable. Sorry, keep drifting. Anyway, grades were great, I'm thrilled, I'm in physical therapy and my knee hurts less and less and my ROOM IS CLEAN!!!! I CAN SEE MY CARPET!!!!! IT'S BROWN!!!!!!!!!!!!

Looking forward to summer, I marched with EMS in today's parade and people just kept yelling Thank you Thank you to our corps, it was nice. :)

I got a check from work for an ENORMOUS amount of money which I didn't deserve, they made a mistake and when I brought it in to return it they all said I should have kept it. Heh.

I guess that's all.

For now.

I am soo glad I quit drum corps, I'm soo relieved. It was making life one big panic attack.

Peace out cub scouts.