Journal

well since my last post i have had a major breakthrough with my h and even though the argument before hand i could have done without, at least on the upside he is willing to go back to see a doctor and he seems to have had his own awakening and that makes me feel better-i am still going to see a counselor-i know i need it for my mental health-i am thinking about checking into neurofeedback for my h-does anyone have any info on it ? thanks hope you are all seeing some happiness and sunshine :)

my h seems to be taking steps backwards-he has agreed to go back to his doctor-but he is so bitter about it bcz i am pushing the issue-i think he is sucking the life out of me-i don't even like him anymore-