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Good morning to all. I hope everyone is having a good week so far. Frank and I went to see some our friends lastnight at Club Odessey in Winston Salem. We had a good time just sitting around and talking with some of the best dragqueens in this state. So all in all, it was a good nite
Lastnight was a good nite after finishing homework. I didn't sleep good as usual but I survived. I finally heard my rooster crow for the first time. 
I about pee'd my pants because he has just started crowing and does not have it down pat yet. My man didn't sleep at all lastnite and this worries me but feeling his arms around me as I fell to sleep for two hours or so, was a relaxing feeling.
I about pee'd my pants because he has just started crowing and does not have it down pat yet. My man didn't sleep at all lastnite and this worries me but feeling his arms around me as I fell to sleep for two hours or so, was a relaxing feeling.Comments
Some people tell me not to be insecure and trust them. My question is how am I to trust when I do not know how? Every man including my father has hurt me and I am scared to death of loosing again. I have a wonderful man in my life who loves me for me but I have noticed lately, this is getting harder on him or should I say frustrating him. I have lost so many people in my life that I was so close to and I push people away because I do not want to loose them. Does that make sense?
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I can relate to you ... you get into a shell because of the fear of getting hurt..but just like any other fear you have to confront it to overcome it. Be prepared to get hurt only then you can experience true love....all the best!
Do you normally not sleep well. I think I sleep to much. I could sleep for days if I let myself. How are you liking school? Are you and your man going for the same things and are you guys in the same class? I understand the arms around me thing. I dont get to feel that on a day to day bases. Im hopeing soon though. We are planning on moving in with each other.
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