Wow, reading my profile from a year ago, so much has changed. I am a full time college student-not anymore, I moved back to my home town July 2 2008- stay at home mom, yes but because Ive recently been laid off of work due to excessive absences since my son passed away Jan 5, 2009 (havent been able to cope) I have three children one who is autistic with adhd and the other is mildly retarded- he passed away and I miss him so very much. My daughter on the other hand was not born with any disabilities but is still a handful. I am married -8 yrs now all good but not all bad either-at this point the marriage has been going down quite rapidly..I feel like my husband does not understand me half of the time and rarely ever respects my feelings-even more so now! My mother and father both have passed away and my only family lives at least 780 miles away-Im here with them, Family is great, but forgot how some of them can be. I over eat, and was 500 lbs but have started the long road of weight loss and have lost about 100lbs. The weight is still coming off and Im a lot happier. Its hard to say no to comfort food because I have been an emotional eater for almost all of my life. Its really hard now, but Im trying everything not to over eat..I also have issues with depression that I am currently working on, I go to group therapy once a week. I no longer go to group since Ive moved but plan to start attending grief counseling.. So far so good. I dont know how to say no, and I am a anxiety nut. Im hoping that I will find some support out there or just some friend to vent and relate to.
Wow, reading my profile from a year ago, so much has changed. I am a full time college student-not anymore, I moved back to my home town July 2 2008- stay at home mom, yes but because Ive recently been laid off of work due to excessive absences since my son passed away Jan 5, 2009 (havent been able to cope) I have three children one who is autistic with adhd and the other is mildly retarded- he passed away and I miss him so very much. My daughter on the other hand was not born with any disabilities
I love to sing and write, but havent had any motivation to do either in a while. I enjoy reading, going out to the beach, park, and shopping..Shopping is my therapy these days even if I dont have money to buy anything. I also like sex, its a therapy too, but my husband is rarely in the mood. ;(
I love to sing and write, but havent had any motivation to do either in a while. I enjoy reading, going
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Today is the day that I sit down and talk to my husband and hope that shit does not hit the fan. I cant believe I waited until today to come …
June 22, 2008 2:19pm
I prayed last night something that I havent done in a while. Ive always felt like(when things dont go the way that I plan that God isnt …
June 19, 2008 9:37pm
I just want to feel like Im important to my husband. I want him to be affectionate with me, hold me, kiss me do all the things that I need him …
June 18, 2008 6:06am
I am finally going to stand up and be my own Person and not just a person who my husband wants me to be, or who my sister wants me to be or even who …
Hey You! Turn that frown upside down! I hope you are well. If it isn't, holla at cha girl. Take care and I hope your day is as wonderful as you are.
I just dropped by to give you a hug. Be blessed.
Hi! How have you been doing? I hope all is well with you.
Hello I hope things are well for you these days.
I hope you are doing well.
I used to weigh 500lbs and have lost 100 since December 07. I am an emotional eater. I have used food as my comfort for years and still struggle with it. I want to loose an additonal 200 lbs. I finally am to a point where I am just sick of being fat and feeling bad for myself. Although somedays when I am stressed and depressed I still look to food. I need help and I think once I figure out how to conquer why I eat the weight will come off.
My husband and I have been together for 8 yrs married for 6 and breaking up for 5 of those years. I feel like I am the only one that is trying to atleast make it work for the sake of our children and because Im afraid of being alone.
My husband and I have been married for 6 yrs. We have been together for almost 10 years and I feel like our realtionship has been somewhat dead for the last 5 years. I want to keep my marriage together, but my husband refuses to communicate with me.
Divorce seems inevitable..
