TryingToForget's Journal

All i want to do,

All i ever dream about,

All i ever think about,

I just cant do.

To see that blood again,

To see that scar,

To know the feeling,

To know i am here.

To feel better,

Even for a moment,

The thought makes me smile,

Please i wish the pain was gone,

Please i wish it was better,

Please god i wish.

But WHY would god help me?

WHY would he care?

Billions of people on earth,

WHy would he notice one girl suffering?

HE wouldnt,

HES not there,

HE NEVER WAS

im sorry i needed to write something, a good freind said it would help me...