need answers
June 15, 2008 5:26pm
I've been trying for 20 yrs to convince myself i'm not this evil monster that my family has labled me , …
debotess 
5:49pm, August 7, 2008
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Close Shyness
I've been shy all mylife I honestly dont know what to say to people, my shyness has hinder me from doing a lot of things it still does
Treatments
- Self-help Working / Worked
- when I meet a guy that I like I honestly dont know what to say , i try but nothng comes out, i freeze up, then i began to have an anxiety attack , so i usually end not saying anything to prevent my attack from happening
- Paxil Not Working
- the paxil the Dr gave made me fill like i didnt have a brain all i wanted to do was sleep i had no thought so i stop taking it
Close Anxiety
I start having anxiety attacks when i was 25 I didnt know waht it was until i went to my Dr an she told me, now 15 yrs later the attacks have intensified , now when i have them , i get so weak knee i feel like i'm going to pass out, i have to hold on to something , I hate when i have one at work i wish my dr will give me something better
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Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Since the age of 15 I've been told that i was evil, by my family member, now i'm 40 and i still have problem convinving myself that i'm not, being beat up by my Uncle and my Aunt sure didnt help , I have the permanent scars to prove it
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- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- talking to a shrink help me, she was the on that told i need to be assertive.
- Humex Working / Worked
Open Sexual Abuse
i'm not ready to tell my story
Treatments
- \"The Courage To Heal\" Somewhat Helpful
- when i read the book, i felt relieve, i thought i was the only one that ever space out , missing pieces of life
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI call depression my drug, not by choice, but to me that what my depression reminds me a drug addict, i go to rehab (a.k.a) therapy , i get bet (a.k.a)recovery, then i relapse (a.k.a) my depression comes back, that my story,
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- Effexor Working / Worked
- yes it has worked for me its the only that i have taken that doesnt make me feel like a dead zombie
Open Menopause
i'm 41 or i will be in 1 month and i believe i'm going through perimenpause my menstrual cycle starting changing when i turning 40 thats when i became irregular, now i stay on longer than normal i hope thats normal i had a pap last year it came back normal so i dont know hoping to get answers here
Open Bipolar Disorder
I dont know if i have bipolar or if i just have bad temper
