Journal Entry for January 9, 2009
January 9, 2009 6:56pm
hello, i thought everyone had left, where is madashell at. will i found out i have to stop smoking to be put on the waiting list for a liver. so i …
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AM JUST ANOTHER PERSON NEEDING FRIENDS TO TALK TO...I WENT ON METHODONEABOUT 3 YEARS AGO. I WAS TAKING 120MGS EVERY MORNIN IT CHANGED ME FROM PAIN PILLS TO IT.THAT LASTED ABOUT 3 YEARS. I FINALLILY WENT INTO REHAB FOR 30DAYS. I HAVE TO SAY THAT THESE STRANGERS SHOWED ME MORE GOOD THINGS ABOUT MYSELF. NOW I HAVE GOTTEN A SECOND CHACE. MY DAUGHTER IS NOW 21 YEARS OLD HAS NEVER SMOKED OR DRANK OR TRIED ANYTHING TO GET HIGH OFF.MY SON IS 18YEARS OLD HE DOES NOTHING BUT WORK.AND THEY HAVE TRIED TO STAND BYE ME. MY HUSBAND IS 56 YEARS OLD AND HE IS MORE TROUBLETHAN EITHER OF MY KIDS I KNOW I TALK TO MUCH THAT COMES FROM NOT HAVING NO FRIENDS. WHO EVER WANTS OR NEEDS A FRIEND IAM HERE THANKS FOR TALKING WITH ME . PENFOST
AM JUST ANOTHER PERSON NEEDING FRIENDS TO TALK TO...I WENT ON METHODONEABOUT 3 YEARS AGO. I WAS TAKING 120MGS EVERY MORNIN IT CHANGED ME FROM PAIN PILLS TO IT.THAT LASTED ABOUT 3 YEARS. I FINALLILY WENT INTO REHAB FOR 30DAYS. I HAVE TO SAY THAT THESE STRANGERS SHOWED ME MORE GOOD THINGS ABOUT MYSELF. NOW I HAVE GOTTEN A SECOND CHACE. MY DAUGHTER IS NOW 21 YEARS OLD HAS NEVER SMOKED OR DRANK OR TRIED ANYTHING TO GET HIGH OFF.MY SON IS 18YEARS OLD HE DOES NOTHING BUT WORK.AND THEY HAVE TRIED TO STAND
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Journal Entry for November 11, 2007
November 11, 2007 6:50pm
well i guess i will tell you all my burdens. i have been going to narcotics annouymous meetigs.i have made two in two days 88 to go. i am …
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Journal Entry for October 17, 2007
October 17, 2007 3:56pm
hey everyone i am feeling really down today. some times i just want to give up. instead of my husband downing me all the time . he should know that …
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Journal Entry for October 11, 2007
October 11, 2007 8:50am
hey everyone i am doing a whole lot better besides having hep c and cerioses of the liver, i stay very tired all the time i can not go very much. how …
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Journal Entry for October 4, 2007
October 4, 2007 7:22pm
hey, eveyonei am still hanging in there it has been tough sometimes i just want to forget going through any more test and no more doctors . i …
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I sure will keep you in my prayers. I wish you the best. Sorry that you have been in the hospital with so much pain. I hope your feeling better now. Take care and keep me posted on how your doing.
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I am so sorry about your mom. I know how you feel because my mom is on hospice and we never know when she is going to pass. Here is a great big hug for you and I wish you the best.
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Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionHELLO.IAM FOURTY FIVE YEARS OLD. BEENMARRIED FOR 21YEARS AND HAVE TWO GROWN KIDS. IT ALL STARTED WITH PILLS THEN WE WAS FIGHTING ALL THE TIME. NOW I GOT OFF PILLS AND TRYING TO WHENE MYSELF OFF METHADONE. SOMETIMES I GET SO DOWN IN THE DUMPS I DONT CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO ME.
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well i had been on every kind of pills it was controling my life and then someone told my husband about methodone clinics they got away from pills only to come addicted to methodone,
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- i stayed in wilmington for 31 days i stayed in bed for the first 10 days.
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