Journal Entry for December 31, 2008
feelin ok no problems in fact even a bit elevated mood its so nice to be normall.
i think i am a total twat i hate me to a point i dont mind if i die it would do me a big favour and relieve the misery of life i used to be so posotive though carnt figure it out.
i think i am a total twat i hate me to a point i dont mind if i die it would do me a big favour and relieve the misery of life i used to be so posotive though carnt figure it out.
metal detecting antiques rummaging
metal detecting antiques rummaging
1 discussion post, 1 hug received, 1 hug given
imahypercondriat gave Tadeo a high five 8:28am
no problem tadeo i dident see any malice in it PEACE…
imahypercondriat wrote a discussion post in the Bipolar Disorder support group: i seem to be cured 9:25am
yes its true i started cbt therapy had 6 sessions, and all of a sudden all horible symptoms have gone…
imahypercondriat wrote a discussion post in the Bipolar Disorder support group: absolutely feel ok 8:24am
its great and i dont feel to ok ither i noticed also that i am feeling ok for longer periods and feeling…
imahypercondriat changed their mood to Good 5:21pm
imahypercondriat changed their mood to OK 8:39am
feelin ok no problems in fact even a bit elevated mood its so nice to be normall.
still depresed with a hint of o iwant to die not eating as much feel as though i shoulds be doing something but i do not no wat it is not much energy …
felt depressed today and a bit blank i really want to just have a normal crimbo not a messed up one i feel like i just let every one down sat hrer …
to day my mind is all flashy and a bit hazy a bit like i am stoned but not stoned if y no wat i mean it is more of a inconvenience than a problem a …
been up up up these last three to four days although i am sleeping i am not sleeping half as much about 5-6 hours a night it like comes in spikes of …
I wrote something that I regret. I should not mock on what others considers an accomplishent.
I wish there is a way to remove that post. At least , you know I was wrong.
...and you did ask...
he is a musician and tv presenter. he is small 5'4 and he apparenty was on the tv show rock school (reality tv young musisians ttype thing) which got him in the limelight. he presents a show on T4 and makes music, apparently his debut single got him to number 3 in the charts. he plays guitar, drums and vocals. he also was part of a end poverty charity thing for indian and other charity stuff.
a full biography is here:
http://www.123allcelebs.com/biogra...
but i don't reckon you will need to know more, though check out his photos. he is very young and clean and sweet. and i also don't mind it being all about him = )
as you say, i'm glad we've gotten that sorted out. i now know my place in the universe and feel all the better for it (apart from my slighty compulsive need to find all this stuff out. i may have to see the doctor about that). still at least we have resolved one existential problem!
peace
lol. as it goes he was actually a really nice young guy. slightly shy and he took the rest of the team/s take the piss out of him with good grace and a little blushing. if it is all about him then i don't feel so bad as i quite liked him!
man you would not believe it but lil chris (it's all about him) is on never mind the buzzcocks on dave right now!
dont no wat to say