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October 13, 2009 1:03pm
Well here it is, the casino is just not for me i guess. after they screwed me over i dont want to work for them. I was unemployed for a couple …
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likemeforme2009
11:30am, September 22, 2009
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About Me
likemeforme2009
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About Me
I am almost 40 years old. I have been cutting since i was about 10 or 12. even at that age I have ran away several times and also i have attempted sucide because if my mother. I love my mother but I also hate her. she was the one who hit me with whatever she wanted and call me every name in the book. about this time I really hate life and that is what I have carved into my legs.
I am almost 40 years old. I have been cutting since i was about 10 or 12. even at that age I have ran away several times and also i have attempted sucide because if my mother. I love my mother but I also hate her. she was the one who hit me with whatever she wanted and call me every name in the book. about this time I really hate life and that is what I have carved into my legs.
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Cooking Reading Crotheing sewing running cake decorating
Cooking Reading Crotheing sewing running cake decorating
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update
October 5, 2009 2:16am
well, here it goes. Today at 8 am i will be going in for a ct scan to see if the spot they saw on a xray is cancer or not. I worry alot about that …
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Update
September 22, 2009 11:30am
well, here i am unemployed again. The casino screwed me. I got a call from the casino that i did get the job. so here i called my full time job that …
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Update!!!!
September 4, 2009 11:05pm
well, here it is. I have not started the casino yet. the last interview i have to get a gaming licence. they do a really big background check on u. …
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update!!!!
August 22, 2009 4:10am
OK i did get the job at the Casino... YEA!!!!!!! I dont know how much i will be making or when i start but i got the job.i will be quiting both kzoo …
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good and yeah doing fine thanks :)
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This live and learn thingy is one of the biggest things I hate about this "life" thing! I wish we could all just come here knowin' and not have to "learn"...the hard way (usually)! Take care.
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
I am turning 40 this year and hating it. I am starting to hate woman and have no desire to live any longer. i have been cutting since about 10 and tried talking to people but didnot help any..
Close Depression
I have my days. latly more bad then good
Open Personality Disorders
I was kicked out of the military because i was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- it doesnt help
Open Anger Management
i have been dealing with my anger for 40 years.
Open Veterans
I have spent 6 and half years in the navy
