endofillusions's Journal

:P when i was walking to practice, i had like a crazy insane urge/drive to write a jillion journals. but. alas...once again i seem to never carry through.

but here i sit at practice. swinging between feeling decent and feeling like complete and utter shit. whoooopppeeeee!!! how come mood swings can't be fun like actual swings? :P hehehe, i love swinging. except when i want to jump off, and then do, and then land on my feet and get that icky splat feeling in them > < that hurts. lol

but yeah...playing drums is really fun. but i really suck. at least my courage has been amped a little. and that makes a huge difference. :D yay! hehehehe. 

my journals always seem so long as i write them...but then i read them and they're terribly short. :P lol  

and i NEEEEEED to stop using that phrase "lol"... i've caught myself using it in real life a couple of times recently O.O