Sunshine7's Journal

A year and a half ago I ran into my dad (I hadn't talked to him...in about six years.) He told me him and his twenty four year old girlfriend were having a baby. Last baby my dad had he beat and got taken away. I was pissed when he told me. I told my mom that my dad wanted me to be a part of the babies life, but I never told my mom if I was going to or not. Today  I told her that I have been hiding my sister .. the one my dad and his girlfriend had (so no I didn't kidnap her) from my mom for the last year. She thought I told her everything and I really think I hurt her. I am so sorry for all the lieing..I hate that all my dads drama is on me. I have to be in my sisters life and my mom understands every single reason which is going to be my next journal, but she doesn't understand why I hid it for over a year. I feel like a ball of freaking crap.