BiteMeFrog's Journal

Still waiting to see yet another doc on the 29th.I know I have to have the hysterectomy and the antibiotic treatments to prevent another round of MRSA.I didn't expect it to be this hard.I knew that I only had a 5- 10% chance of having a bay with IVF, but it was still a chance.Now this ends it forever.I know being a woman isn't just your body parts, but I still think this is taking part of being a woman from me.I am so scared, between the Hysterectomy itself and the IV treatments I will have to have, I really wish I could just hide.The ivs themselves take so much out of you, but magor surgery ontop of them for at least 3 months, I don't know what to do.I spend a lot of time at Hyster sisters researching, but I still have more questions than answers.