dark times
August 27, 2008 10:59pm
I've been experiencing dark times, I just don't feel like dealing with people. I've stopped sharing at meetings, actually there …
maytrix
-
About Me
maytrix
-
About Me
I have75 days off alcohol. I am in an evening support group 4 days a week and I attend AA meetings as well. I have read the big book 2 times and I have come to understand much about myself and my behavior. My evening program is ending and I realize I do not have enough support systems in place. I am terrified of relapsing. Each day that I turn my will and my life over to my higher power new and wonderful things come my way, things that can easily be lost by a relapse. I want to get a sponsor and work the steps. I want to do everything right, I know this is part of the addiction. At this point I am sleeping a lot isolating and feeling fearful about life. I do not know how to do sober. I could use some on line support- something more anonymous to get honest.
I have75 days off alcohol. I am in an evening support group 4 days a week and I attend AA meetings as well. I have read the big book 2 times and I have come to understand much about myself and my behavior. My evening program is ending and I realize I do not have enough support systems in place. I am terrified of relapsing. Each day that I turn my will and my life over to my higher power new and wonderful things come my way, things that can easily be lost by a relapse. I want to get a sponsor and
-
Interests
I love working out, hiking, biking, driving fast and reading.
I love working out, hiking, biking, driving fast and reading.
-
-
Recent Activity
- Sorry, there is no activity in the My Activity feed.
-
Journal
-
-
Getting things in place
July 9, 2008 5:58pm
I have identified a sponsor and am starting the step work everyone suggests. My evening program ends at the end of the months so I need a few …
-
today was better
June 18, 2008 1:08am
So yesterday I spent the day in bed, reading a trashy vampire novel. I was so sleepy and I did not want ot do any of the things on my growing …
-
ikea run
June 14, 2008 7:59pm
Sat has proven to be a productive day with a run to ikea for book shelves, the computer store for parts and return tiles to home depot. I …
-
life of leisure
June 13, 2008 9:45pm
It Friday normally a full all out wine event, not tonight. I worked out this morning, had lunch with a friend and a nap hopefully BF will be …
-
-
Hugbook
-
Photos
maytrix hasn’t uploaded any photos yet
-
Advertisement -
Support Groups
Close Alcoholism
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- WRA treatment program for women with alcohol and drug problems. I did the evening program and found it very helpful.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
-
Friends
