Journal

Well Im a 29 year old female, divorced, with 2 children. Im not doing very well. I cannot keep anyone in my life for a long period of time. Im on another relationship that just hit the dumps because i dont listen and I dont finish anything I start. I cant hold a job because I end up absolutely hating it and never wanting to be there. Im alone again. everyone justseems to have this long list of things I do that aggrivate them and its hard not to give up on yourself. I cant remeber anything anyone says so I constantly look stupid to others. Ive been dealing with this my entire life. ive been on medication after medication, only to hear from others that I shouldnt rely on it anyway. Im not a bad person. At least I dont think so. I just want to be normal.
Misty