Journal Entry for September 15, 2009
Physical pain I can handle
Emotional not so much
That’s why I use cutting
As my crutch
Physical pain goes away in time
Emotional pain …
Physical pain I can handle
Emotional not so much
That’s why I use cutting
As my crutch
Physical pain goes away in time
Emotional pain …
I hate thinking about you
Cuz it always makes me cry
Thinking about you
Brings me back to the day you died
I didn’t want to do it
But you …
You said you loved me
But you lied
You said we'd be together forever
Always by my side
You were never there for me
Always made me cry
The day …
Sick minded individual
Thrives on other's pain
Likes to take advantage
If there's something to gain
Always begged
And threatened to …
How can you know me so well
When there are so many secrets
That I'll never tell
I try not to let it get me down
I can't fall much …
thank you so very much for you kind soothing words
I am sorry for your pain. You write beautiful poetry. I'm sorry it has to be so tragic. Keep your head held high and you will prevail. Stay strong
Stay strong......and keep smiling. Thought I would drop by and give out some hugs to everyone I haven't hugged in a long time. ((hugs))
~Joe
Good morning, hope you have a nice day/weekend. xxx
Thats great,you dont evar need to do that you have to much going for you.
MY NAME IS JEN. I HAVE 2 MONSTERS. 5 AND 6. THEY ARE 15 MONTHS APART AND FIGHT CONSTANTLY
I'm not sure how old I was when I started cutting. I have been SIing for a long time.
I had a cat named Diego for 2 and a half years. I got him when he was 5 weeks old and I loved him like he was a child. He was my best friend. He was always there for me no matter what but I had to have him put to sleep because of kidney failure. I couldn't bare to watch him suffer. I really miss the little booger.
My grandfather and my uncle sexually abused me for many years.
My parents divorced when I was 12 and I have a close friend dealing with a divorce so I joined this group to help support her.
Although I never thought of it as rape before last month I was raped by my cousin (by marriage) and my best friends boyfriend.